Nakakahiya rin pala!

Hagee! Makarawod. Haha. Napansin ko la na I've been talking a lot about you lately. Ew! I swear, dire na talaga. Dire na pirme, danay nala. :D

Balit, I should stop talking about you or whatever moments we had in the past or kung gano ko kapatay na patay sa abs mo. Nakakahiya. Ngayon ko lang narerealize na parang nagmumukha tuloy akong hindi makapagmove on. 

No blogs. No statuses. No tweets. Nothing. Wala na silang maririnig about you from me. Goodbye! :)

STRANDED.

I know it will never be easy, but I never thought it would be this hard. I would like to stop the hypocrisy for now, cause the truth is, I'm not really moving forward, not even an inch. Here I am, the very same person who cared for you so much and there you are, completely happy with someone else.

I miss you. Like, almost everyday. (And how I wish I could tell you that.)

HOPE && OPTIMISM

So yun, mag-eend na yung September. I know everyone's already worried about the upcoming deliberation which will happen few weeks from now. There were stories circulating in our class na may babagsak pa rin daw. However, it wasn't officially announced so I still hold on to the belief that it's a lie. Expecting the worst things now, won't be of help to any of us. And I guess the best thing that we could do is to try to be optimistic. We have to hope for the best, and sana maging effective lang talaga yung LAW of ATTRACTION. *fingers-crossed*

I feel sad whenever I remember na after next week, something's going to change na. Kanya kanyang buhay na yan after. I'm going to miss everyone. *sigh*

Dx: Paranoia!

I just wanna kill myself for being so sensitive-SLASH-paranoid most of the time! (KCl IV push. STAT!)

Napagsabihan yung group namin knina for not making our requirements. Ni isa walang may gumawa, ako lang, pero incomplete kase hindi talaga namin in-expect na i-cocollect yun. I felt so terrible for making that requirement, parang ang "TRAYDOR"  ko lang naman. Naiinis lang talaga ko kung bakit gumawa pa ko ng requirement! Bakit?!!!

As a consequence, gagawa kami ng case study for our patient to be submitted tomorrow agad. INCOMPLETE requirement, NO duty! Ang saya naman! :)

Australopithecus!

(yung title, parang nag-ccast kalang ng magic spell)

I'm BACK! Gawd! Had a severe abdominal pain. (TAKE NOTE: "SEVERE") Hindi ako nagpapaka-OA! Sobrang sakit nya! Para kang nakipagbreak ng sabay-sabay sa 27 boyfriends na sobrang minahal mo ng ilang dekada! (Yun ang OA) :D

I tried so hard na hindi mamatay, kase ampangit naman kung sa records ko, yung nakalagay na cause of death: abdominal pain lang! Nah! Walang thrill!

*Sigh! Sunday na naman! September na! Ilang tulog nalang Christmas na ulet! Exciting!

Ang saya-saya ko lang talaga today kase nakapag-internet na naman ako after ilang days! Yey! I'm so thankful talaga na sa ngayong panahon ako ipinanganak, e pano kung nung Stone Age ako nabuhay, san ako mag-tweet? sa mga bato?

At sino magbabasa ng mga status ko? SILA?!

If I would've existed million years ago, malamang hindi rin ako magtatagal sa sobrang katamaran ko! Pero somehow, na-appreciate ko pa rin yung way of life nung panahong to, first is hindi nila kailangan pag-aralan yung mga bagay which is not really needed for their survival! Second, sobrang simple ng buhay nila, walang top ten richest man, walang french fries and pepperoni pizza, walang iPad, in short, walang KA-ARTEHAN! Pero, COMPUTER AGE pa rin akooo! D'BEST! \m/

The BREAK-up

"The Break-Up" reminds me of you, us, how we used to be back then. Those stupid fights we had, exchanging awful words towards each other. Hindi ko na nga mabilang kung ilang BULLSH*T na ang tinanggap mo from me! And really, believe it or not, I want to apologize for being such a terrible partner!

I know I didn't play my part so well that it's one of the many reasons why we're in this kind of situation now. We're not even friends, we ignore each other na parang we're in two different planets, worse is, we turned out to be hating each other. Kumusta naman? Honestly, hindi ko na talaga sya nagugustuhan, kase lately, you've been occupying my thoughts. Parang every scene nalang na makita ko sa movie, reminds me of you. And yea, I have this UNRESOLVED feelings for you. I miss you, and how you you made me feel before we became total strangers.

Again, uulitin ko na naman and gusto ko lang ma emphasize na: I MISS YOU BUT I DON'T WANT YOU BACK! 

Hindi naman sa never na talaga, kase 'til now naman ikaw pa rin naman. And 'til now, parang gusto ko pa rin maniwala na one day, just one ordinary day, we'll see each other again, maybe on the streets pag both na tayong nasa Earth. We'll have some catching up, then we'll both realize na, we still want to be together after all. Okay enough, nakokornihan na ko. (FUN FACT: While I am making this blog, pinagdaraanan ko ang matinding sakit ng tiyan! PS: 7/10!)

At dahil sa sakit ng tiyan ko, nakalimutan ko na yung mga sasabihin ko! Bukas nalang, or maybe some other time. Need to get some rest now, this pain is killing me! Bye-bye!