dear2010

9:06PM 12/31/10

                This has been a very challenging year for me. A lot of unpleasant things happened which undoubtedly affected on how I view the world and the people in it. Countless tears have flowed. Problems came my way. There are a lot of them, I could say.

                The year opened up with a not-so-good experience. I was humiliated by a CI for failing to complete my requirements. I was sent home. I cried. It made me miserable for weeks. I became defiant. I could use a million of awful words just to describe how terrible that experience was. But I’m over it now. I have forgiven her, since it’s was a nice thing to do.

                Let me share those things that I’ve learned out of it. First, I will never be like her. I will be more sensitive and professional in disciplining my students when the time comes that I’ll be a CI. I will never treat my students the way she treated me and the other students. I wrote it here, because when the time comes that I will forget my promise, this will serve as a reminder.

                Second, I became more responsible in attending my clinical duties because I never wanted that awful experience to happen again.

                Third, the next time it happens, I will not let myself be affected again since I’ve learned that nurses are good shock absorbers. I have to acquire that skill.

                So that’s for January. Come February, my mom got hospitalized for a week. It made me worried. I was given responsibilities which made me realized that I wasn’t that same little girl back then.

                When March came, I started going night outs. I did things which made me consider myself as bad. I started loving the things that I hate. But I hate it again now. I swear. But I don’t regret what I have done. It was fun, though it was just not the right thing to do. Not something to be proud of.

                Passing curative 1, was one of the most rewarding things that happened during this month. I also passed RLE in spite of failing to go on duty sometimes. Got two days sanction for that.

                I was able to have my psychiatric affiliation on the following month, a really unforgettable one. I was fascinated by the conditions of the different patients that I met. I can’t help but wonder what kind of world are they in? It was really a very nice experience to be in that hospital, how I wish we could have stayed there longer than two weeks. During the termination phase, I was teary-eyed. Too bad, we are not allowed to cry. If so, I would have cried that time. Goodbye’s has always been painful. Nevertheless, that experience will always be remembered.

                By the way, it was also during April, when I met him and we became us. It was one of the best decisions that I’ve made. Although we don’t agree on some things, we fight a lot, and he tend to be difficult to understand sometimes, he has given me indefinable happiness that I only felt when I met him.

                May was spent on enhancement duties, and before I knew it, June is already there. Start of classes as a 4^th year student. Not long before the class had started, I had a varicella, commonly known as chicken pox. Consequently, I missed 3 days OR duty and a 6 days lecture on my other subjects. I lost my enthusiasm for studying. And this is where my laziness started. Still not a good excuse, I know.

                July, August, September was spent on trying to understand my lessons, answering out of the world questions, trying not to sleep during discussions, writing my incomplete notes and not reading it, making efforts on going to class on time but failing over and over again, playing Dota with the girls, missing my class because of waking up late, 1 hour travel to and from school, and spending time with him. 

                October came, results were given. And tadaaaaahhh, I failed. It was painful, I tell you. I cried. But I’m ok now. Except when my mom will be reminded of me not being able to graduate this coming march. That’s terrible. When I think of all their efforts, I feel so guilty for not doing well in my academics. Nevertheless, I enjoy my loose schedules now. It’s fun. I’ve got all the time in the world to sleep and do unnecessary things.

                As for November, I committed myself on serving the youth camp in Palo. It was an overwhelming experience. I have missed doing things that are pleasing to His eyes. It reminded me of who I was before.

                Also one of the life changing events during this month was the retreat. It was really nice. I’ve realized that some people have also experienced feeling so worthless and sinning against Him. I tell you, it is really painful to be away with God.

And from that retreat, I realized how much I missed him. And how selfish I am for doing only the things that I want to do and not considering what He really wants for my life. But as what sister had said, our God is a forgiving God. I know he has forgiven me, even before I asked for His forgiveness. I have also forgiven myself for being so unworthy of His love.

Before the year ends, a very hurting event happened again, my pahabol pa. My grandmother died. I have accepted what happened, but I can’t help but cry every time I remember her. I missed her. (naluluha na ak yana). I’ll stop talking about it. I don’t want to cry now. 

This month I attended a lot of Christmas parties. It was fun. Talking and catching up with friends. I am really delighted with this season of loving and giving. Wala ng sasaya sa Pasko dito sa Pinas. Before the conclusion, I want to leave this line from a song: May the spirit of Christmas, be always in our hearts.

So this all forms my 2010. Unpleasant things have happened and I learned lessons from it. Good things happened and I thanked God for it.

Though, it has been a difficult year for me, academically and all the other areas of my life, there’s still a lot of things to be thankful. We must remember that one of the things that are countless, are the blessings. Have you started counting yours?

I will finally say goodbye to 2010. Wounds are starting to heal. Painful experiences are starting to fade. Lessons learned will always be remembered. Moments will always be cherished. I’m going back to who I was before: full of self-worth. I only have one New Year’s Resolution and that is to strive harder to be a better person.

With hearts full of hope, faith and confidence, as a say: HELLO 2011!

My Mr.NOT Perfect

YOU,

                I never expected nor dreamed of you. We met in a very unpleasant way. You were very annoying that time, though I must admit, I was attracted to you.

                I thought that’s just it, until one day we had that chance to look at each other’s eyes, and there was this connection. The moment that made my heart beats twice its normal rate. And from being a stranger you became someone not a stranger at all.

                Weeks after that, I said YES. But that was because I was planning to teach you a lesson. I tried to break up with you because things are getting serious. I told you the whole teaching-a-lesson thing, you get mad, as I expected. However, we continued.

7 months, 9 days and still together. It’s quite amazing how we made it here. It was never easy for both of us. We went through a lot of adjustments and acceptance dramas, which I believe were not over it yet.

I wasn’t the perfect girl. I have mood swings which I know you’re still on the process of learning how to deal with it. I waste my time on computer stuff. I overslept, most of the times. I call you bullsh*t. I let my pride go over me at times. I don’t like PDAs. I sometimes neglect you. I unknowingly or unintentionally hurt you. I’m glad you stayed.

 You’re not good at staying away of troubles. You often start a fight. You we’re not Mr. Perfect. But after realizing it, it’s odd that I still want to be with you.

I choose to stay though you tend to become cranky at times, or get jealous over unreasonable things. And even if I find you annoying when you become so over protective, possessive, egocentric and conceited I’ll stick with you. I know you know that.

I’ll be your friend. And when you just need someone to talk to, I’ll listen. You’re the only bullsh*t I never would want to get rid of. That face with pimples on it and a wrinkled forehead from being so irritable from losing a DOTA game, it’s what I want to see upon waking up every day. I’ll pray that we’ll be able to make this ‘til forever and the day after that.

You’re the guy I want to have long walks with. And though you lose temper like a 3 year old boy, I love you and you know that I do.

ME♥

From House, to Getting Married.

10:38pm

So, Hello there. Been infront of the computer since oh.hm.. can’t remember anymore. Haha. Been watching House MD’s season1  also. For the second time, I finished all the episodes. I do love that sick bastard. Really.

watching “the story about us” now.  One of my personal favorites.  Watched it several times, already. But I just can’t get enough of it. I still find it very fascinating, funny and wonderful. It’s a story about two people who met, fall inlove, get married but they don’t have that “and-they-lived-happily-ever-after” thingy like most of the love stories produced. They have that and they lived mostly happily ever after, which is for me, the thing that really happens. This movie is something realistic.

Most of us dreamed of meeting Mr. Right then marrying him after. And that’s it, the story ends there. They lived happily ever after. But it’s not what really happens. And it will never happen, believe me. Commitment takes a lot of sacrifice, patience and a lot of fights, arguments, yelling and all those stuff. And tears, of course.

Honestly, I admire those couples who made it through their silver anniversary. I don’t know how they made it. But I guess that’s how love works. That even though things get to be really difficult. And the person you choose to live with gets to be really annoying and hard to deal with it. Still they choose to stay. Why? That’s love. I’m always fascinated by its ability to change our lives.

We don’t only love a person because he is sweet, loving, caring and he gives us what we need. When we gave our “yes” to our man, it’s also synonymous to “I’ll love you still even if you’re not Superman and you cannot lift a thing which is ten times your weight, even if your breath stinks or even if he turned out to be the opposite of Mr. Perfect.”

I guess that’s something I can’t do. Or I’m in the process of learning how to do it. It’s hard. Really. I’m not even sure if I’ll be able to handle getting married someday. We’ll I won’t talk about it now. Let’s see what happens in the next years to come.

I guess that’s all for now. Goodnight. 11:34pm.

1027.TEN

So, I’m done with two movies. I’ll be back to Tacloban tomorrow, that is, if laziness won’t hit me, again. We’ll I got a lot of stories to tell. It’ll take me forever to finish writing it. Yea, that’s a little bit exaggerated. It’s something like that, though.  If you know what I mean. Well, I bet you don’t understand what I’m trying to say. I don’t understand myself either. 

I’m watching Jeepers  Creepers 2, by the way. And it’s taking my breath away. Whoa! I love trailers. The kind with killers that rips off the head or do something unimaginable to a body or something.

Well I like movies that make me scream. I mean really screeeeaaaammm. The kind that makes me forgets to breathe. Something like, Wrong Turn or Saw.

I guess that’s all for now. Goin to watch survivor. 

GW soon aimz!

Adi na liwat ak. Gin-aabat ko na liwat an sakit. Pauro-utro. Nagbabalik balik. Dire enough it luha para mahigawas kun ano man nga kapait tak inaabat yana. Kadamo nga frustrations. Nga ha kadamo, maguol na pagpinanhunahuna.  Madali la yumakan na kaya ko ini. Pero an pagbuhat hito amo an makuri. An kasakit mawawara hin kadaliay. Pero ha tym na maguusahan na, waray ak nahihimo kundi atubangon na liwat an kaul-ol han ak pagsaup.

                Nagpapasalamat ako ha usa ka adlaw nga nalabay. Pero ha pagmata ko hit aga, bagat waray pag-babag-o. I’m still a failure.

                I guess, I’m stranded here. Siguro, kay tungod na pinipili ko mgstay. Pero I can’t find a way para makarawat ko ini. I’m frustrated with myself. I’m a big disappointment. Bitter ano? Mapait gud liwat. Mapait-paitan.

                Pauru-utro ko ini aabaton na kasakit. Pauro-utro. An pinakamasakit man gud hini nga tanan, an kaawod nga ak ginaabat kanda mama. They don’t deserve this. Dire hira nadeserve hin anak na pareho ha akon. Pero dire ako naabat hin pagbasol. Kun kay ano. Dire ak maram.

                Gusto ko la tumook. Kunta, pinaagi hit ak pagtook maghinay-hinay kaubos it kasakit kutob na waray na masalin.

                I will never forget this year. Yana gud gintest an emotional side nakon. Baga ak hin ginlabay hin damo nga problema nga matest hit capacity ko emotionally. Damo an nanhinabo ngan d ak maram how I made it here. OA. Pero yana ko kasabti na hamubo ngean tak tolerance hit problema. Guti la. Pero dako it epekto haak. Baga ak hin ginlalabay utro hin duru dako nga problema everytime ginttry ko tumindog. But I’m glad. Natindog la geap ak. Gin-iilob it tanan na sakit hit pagsampak hit iba-iba nga klase hin problema. Ngan maram man ako dire ak matumba basta masandig la ako ha Iya.

                An gin-aaro ko la yana an strength nga makaya ko tanan na gin-aagian ko yana. To have that strength to let go han mga butang or tawo nga dire na ada dapat pa kaptan. Masakit isipon na waray ko kasalo ngatanan na  bola nga nakadi han ak kamot. Nahulog an usa kay gusto ko masalo an usa. An mas masakit ky an bola, na usa ha mga rason kun ky ano ko nahulog an usa, mahuhulog gihap ada yana. An pakiana ko liwat tak kalugaringon yana kun tama ba nga buhian ko nala ito? Ngan kun bubuhian ko man, kaya ko ba magpadayon na waray ito haak mga kamot?

                Sometimes, no matter how we do our best to make things work, it’s just not enough. And whether we like it or not, we need to let go. Makuri. Pero pagkarawat la an pinakamaupay himuon. Basta ada la hi Bro, kaya ini. Hey, aimz get well soon.

PS.

                Hello pain and other form of trials, you CANNOT bring me down. So, back off!

               

(WOOOOH.IT FEELS GOOD TO WRITE THINGS DOWN.PAIN RELIEVER GEAP!)

                        Time is 12:15am. October 17, 2010. Wrote this after talking with kuya noel. 

Thanks for the call kuya. I badly need that. 

Tanan nga nahapakulob. BUHAT!

Masakit hya. Baga kgad la udog gin ID nka 50. an distilled water ha? Nkkafrustrate. It feeling mo ba ikaw na it pinkabolok nga tawo? PERO. kaya ini! Tanan na pipol na same at inaabat yana. Ok la ito. took la kita! Feel the pain. Face it! PERO padaun la kita. Imagine, ginkaya naton an pangurog han pira ka PRS, nakaya nat kumapot hin pakla makdamo para pumasar han zoology, nkaya naton an dire na maiihap na mga gab-i hin pagstudy bisan dire naton maintindihan tat ginbabasa, ngan kadamo na nga times na ginyakan nat "DIRE NAAK! MAKAPOY NA!" pero we still find ourselves in school. Waray naton pagtiisi an tanan tanan, tkang ha Filipino 1 kutob ha Cura 2 para la sumiring na maSTOP na kita yana. Waray kita nagmata hin alas kuatro han aga makadamo, para la sumiring na dire na kita mpadaun. GUYS, pira nala ini ka steps. don't stop. kun nahapakulob man kita yana. BUHAT!

Damo na an nahapakulob.lets make them as our inspiration. kun nakaya nira bumuhat after nira mapakulob. kakayanon ta geap i2. And tanan na mga nahulog, igbos na mahulog, naeliminate, nagstop tas nagpadaun na liwat yana. IM PROUD of you! Yana ko nafeel an kaul-ol na iyo ginabat before, and i admire you guys for having the strength na i face tanan na kasakit! I salute you! Dire madali an iyo gin-agian but still adi la geap kamo ginpipirit pumasar para maprove ha tanan na nagsayop la kamo!

Nagsayop la geap ako! Ginhubya. Naging selfish. And I hate myself for that. Ky kun pwde inumon ko yana it usa ka bottle hin muriatic acid, ginhimo ko na. Pero dire ako, mahapdos i2n. Dire liwat ak magsasamad tak wrist ky masakit geap. i have to face this. kailangan ko ilobon an kasakit. Kailangan ko ilobon an kaawod knda mama. Ky tuyo la haak nga naghinubya.

I have to continue. We have to continue. Remember the 5th P? PERSISTENCE. We have to try again. We have to face our giants. Matumba geap i2 na cura 2 haat. :)

To Sir Dickya, dire kla maram sir how grateful I am for having the chance na maging teacher ka. I'm so LUCKY! I have learned a lot of things from you. Like, pwde pa ngean kaonon it pagkaon bisan nhulog na basta purota la daun ky ginkalasan pala ad2 an mga germs, kelangan la liwat padparan ky an mga naipit. haha. I will never forget that one. Sir, you're one in a million. Usa ka na living proof on how a GREAT teacher should be. I hope damo it sir Dickya ha world para party people! :)

It was never your fault kun nahulog man kami. You're still my BEST teacher!

N4d: i'll surely miss tanan na eu mga aringasa. :) salamat tanan na GM neu na warai kita class ha churva. or room 315 kta. Tanan na pagtext haak na "AIMZ SULOD" haha. nkktouch. alabyu ol! hugs.hugs.

Ageh. sakto na daw ini. halaba nman.. baga naak hini naghimo hin article. oist himu-i neu reaction ngan recommendation ha? TNR 11. short bond paper.haha. Basta, let's not stop dreaming, keep believing and survive (STARSTRUCK). (corny. haha. tawa nla kamo) makgraduate geap kita guys. magiging "RN" geap kita. And maabot geap it time na mremember nat ini na dark days at life, and pagtitinawaan ta nla ini. GO GUYS! dire ini axa it mkpatumba haat! Dire ini it mahadlang tat dream na maging "REGISTERED NURSE". (oh ha? mahadlang iton.haha)

I apologize hit kachakahan hini nga note. Madrama or ano man eu itawag. Ok la. tage la ak chance i-express tak nffeel. Mapait paitan gud tak gin-aagian yna. dre ak maram kun pano ko mkkrawat. Pero kaya yan! Super gin "waray" ko tlga hea, para maexpress ko ng bonggang bongga tanan na gusto iyakan. Usa la tak ginwwish yana, sana bumalik na ka-tag 50 cents an snowbear. Thats all. Mwah :)

-healing process mode.

It's not march 2011 anymore.

Life could be tough at times. Deal with it or die. Tomorrow will be the judgement day. Maram na ko tak result. I won't even open that piece of paper. I don't know if I can handle it. This is going to be difficult. I guess, have to adjust plans. Its not march 2011 anymore.

I'm trying to be optimistic. But I know where I stand. I need miracles so I could pass that subject. And if miracles are real, perhaps, tomorrow's going to be my lucky day. 

Should I go to school tomorrow? Would it be running away from reality if I won't be there? I know sooner I'll have to face it.Not as soon as tomorrow please. Well I've been on the process of forgiving myself for being a failure since the first half. I'm not over it yet, I guess. But I know I'm good. I'm good at screwing my life.  I still love myself though. Probably its not that obvious. I swear, I still love who I am. I'm not being emotional or something. Don't even have plans of joining the club. Well I won't deny that I'm too dramatic, or pessimistic or what. Please allow me to be like that. Just for now. Also til tomorrow or the day after that. Maybe a week after. It's not going to last til next year, I promise. Just for now. 

I'm bleeding in silence. No wounds or blunt trauma.It's like I want to tell those dinosaurs to: "EAT ME!". Oh well they don't exist anymore. I'll have  the giant snakes do that instead. Hmm, but i'll surely be running for my life after saying it. See? My instincts will not let me die. Which means, I still would choose to be alive. Life could be tough at times. Deal with it or die.

cura2 or compre?

finally, natapos na geap an exams. don't even know the formulas, neway, hi sir na bahala. Move on! i'll be attending sir dickya's talk about commitment, huhulat la ak kn che'2, then mkad2 na kami school. after a month makauli na geap ak. REST day tomorrow :) then, we have to be in school by monday for theology. we'll go to dulag after, for the outing han class. overnight ada. Hopefully, around thursday na ma sched an oncall and make up duties so we'll have enough time na mkrest ng bonggang bongga.


hays, will i be enrolling for cura 2 or compre? if i fail, i'l try agen. and agen. and agen. but im still hoping for the best, i have to :) Hope keeps me alive! keep going aimz :) remember the 5 Ps? don't forget them in facing your giants.

adi na gaspang. gotta go now :)

1st SEM -- over?

4 months have gone so fast. we'll be taking our last exam for test and measurement  tomorrow. SEMBREAK follows. it's not a break actually, atleast we'll be able to rest our minds from all those head breaking exams. On-call duty is on the top of my TO-DO-list. next to it are my make up duties. :)

Im still not sure if i'm goin to make it. Got 2 subjects na "tagilid". 


Gotta go now. I'll be having my snack with tata and jade. :)


fries + float = slurp!

edits.

spent the rest of the day in photo editing.
suppeeeerrr like :)
i find my inner joy in it.
monday na naman 2mrow.
kkapoy. neway its our last week na.
FINALS na this coming thu-sat.
yess. finally mttapos na geap ini na sem.
maybe my last sem as a regular student.haha.
ayaw gad. :l

gardenscapes.

just finished playing garden scapes.
my eyes hurt. plus im dizzy. haha. adik kse!

its been a month ago.
nothing unusual.
i wake up. ride in a multicab. attend my class.
try not to fall asleep during discussion.
answer out of the world questions.
go home. sleep then wake up agen.
my day is  unpredictable. isn't it?

 missing someone.
can I hear u strum the guitar agen?
or sing my favorite song?

currently listening to.
papa P's one more chance.
such a nice song.. dadadaa..


one more week.. nla.
1week and then it's the end tak pggng 
regular 4th year. haha.
ang bitter ko nman. nhlata mo? haha. cool.


haaaaays. senti mode. :l

centaur. venomancer. lion. morphling.

we're at beehive now. goin to play DOTA agen.
its been so long na ngean.. hmm? 1 week na ada ak warai pkaDOTA. haha.
maiha na i2 para haak. reward ini -- ky ok ak score knina. yeeheeey. (tessie??) haha.

BACK to BLOG.

just finished organizing my blogspot.
feel ko la mgblog utro.

that's all!

time to be serious.
have to give extra efforts with my studies.

it's when things seem worst that we must not quit.
(DON'T QUIT POEM)

I have to hope for the best :l
I have to.

summer's over *sniff*

hayst. t'was one of the best summer :D

gimiks. DOTA. tulog. SIMS. teks.

crazier.

wes. kadamu na nahinabo.
nakaupod ak ha cebu for our psychia affiliation.
t'was fun. super enjoy pakig-interact ha mga patients.
rocknroll !! :D

i've been drinking a lot this past few days..
nd DOTA! with dota girls (kends, tess, jess)

we played with bata yesterday.. pirde hea!
haha. WEAK bata. hahahah.

2m. we'll fight with master DECK..
haha. IMBA! we can do it DOTAgirls.

been doin a lot of kabulastugan in life.
but eenjoy man ak. hahahahah.
Indeed, masarap ang bawal. slurrp!
wana taste it?

tomorrow i will change.
and today won't mean thing..dadaadada.
kanta mode! (im a bitch)

buas pa ak mgbabag-o. haha.
tssskkk.. this is LIFE!

xD

sometimes, it's FUN!

well, we had our outing han march 23.
with N3d. t'was fun. grabe! woohooo..










 > im single la geap. haha.
> 3 days la nak sanctions. hehe.
> warai ak bagsak na subject. yehey!
> damu an pumasar han cura.
> during deliberation, we we're screamin. bgat
man ggrad. ha sobra ka happy. haha.
> miss ko na pagminulay basketball ha tom's world. :D
> miss d times, na ngkklakat kami nira jade, tata nd jigs.
> plus, nsleepover pa kami knda tata. hahay!
> so, excited hit mga sunod na days.
> ill be spending the 1 week break for photoediting.
> plus. paghinimu mga slideshow. haha.
> there's this guy na pirme ko nkktext. haha.
> im getting worse but cge la, so long as ngeenjoy ak. haha.
> lately, bagat gusto ko itry tnan. haha.
> yea. ngchchange ak.
> freedom... woooohooo!

after psychia. outing utro ha?
hehe :D

UPDATES:

> ill be attending a YFC camp later. @6pm.
it'll be from fri-sun.
> morning shift ak on sunday.
(make up duty) haha.
> i passed cura! yea!
> warai ak ka INC ha RLE. haha
> hopefully, daun na tlga it psychia.

strategy nextSEM?

2 nla ka exam :D

mahubya na pagstudy.
magsstroke naak.

yea. goodluck balikon ko na talga
it major subject:STRATEGIES in Heallth Teaching.

waaahhh. %#@8&?

d ak ngbabasa it techwri.
nosebleed na liwat ini nean.
time is: 11:50am
exam: 1:00pm

mupai la pagminulay it farmville haha.
im with reg and elaine.
ngsstudy lugod hra.

bhala nla ini nean. ^_-

rhinorrhea.

>psychia unit test 2mrow.
>deadline geap hit bookreview.
>grabe an earthquake ha chile.
>there was a report na mgkkatsunami daw.
>alert level 2 kanina an dulag (dna ak maram it update yana)
>masakit tak ulo.
>my sipon tas ubo pa.
>grrrr.. warai gana pag study.
>dre pa ready iharvest tak grapes ha farmville.
>oh. i remember, Jun Lozada will be coming to our school 2mrow.
>nagpaaga kami last night knda che'2.
>mgsstudy kunta kami for psychia.
>but, nhamalanga la kami chika'2.


haha. bs la anu tak ginyayakan.
mwah. goodluck nla haak buas.

da WHO (?)

eleksyon 2010.

SOON.

yay. got no president and VP yet.
my sure na ko na 2 senators na ivvote.
later ko na irereveal.hehe ;D

supper nakakaloka na tlaga.
duno kung sino ivvote ko!
grrrr.. ;D

5:55am.

I woke up late.. again.

plus 3 days sanction na naman. kainis!
Guess, prepare ko na tak self.
bagsak na ko ha RLE. huhu.




"i'll graduate on time..no matter how long"

updates.

- lapit na ung finals.
- mkkapagpsychia ak. yea!
- i enjoyed our psychodynamics.
- NICU kami on tuesday and wed.
- lapit na ung break! so excited.
- mgpapass na nang journal for cura.(dpa ko ngsstart.tsk)
- feeling ko bbgsak ak sa strategy. grrr.

that's all for now folks!

mahagnao nat'l park

mahagnao national park. actually, kahit from burauen ak, t'was my first time to be in this place. approximately, 45 min travel. kapagod. mas npagod ak nung pinuntahan pa yung hot spring [pheeww]. papa said t'was 10min na lakaran lang. gulay! eh mga 30min ata naming linakad ung maputik, mabato, matinik, pataas at pababang daan nang nakapaa lang, as in no slippers plus nksabay pa yung ulan. nakakaloka ng bonggang bongga. swear. parang hindi ko na nga kayang maglakad pabalik. un bang feeling mo, gusto mo nlang mag teleport. (tentededen) super adventure to the max. watah day!

pagbalik namin ng bahay, nangangati ak tas my mga naglalabasan na kung anu-anung redness sa katawan ko. yikes. scary. kala ko kasi na ung mga people sa other world ung may kagagawan. u know? ;D haha