From House, to Getting Married.

10:38pm

So, Hello there. Been infront of the computer since oh.hm.. can’t remember anymore. Haha. Been watching House MD’s season1  also. For the second time, I finished all the episodes. I do love that sick bastard. Really.

watching “the story about us” now.  One of my personal favorites.  Watched it several times, already. But I just can’t get enough of it. I still find it very fascinating, funny and wonderful. It’s a story about two people who met, fall inlove, get married but they don’t have that “and-they-lived-happily-ever-after” thingy like most of the love stories produced. They have that and they lived mostly happily ever after, which is for me, the thing that really happens. This movie is something realistic.

Most of us dreamed of meeting Mr. Right then marrying him after. And that’s it, the story ends there. They lived happily ever after. But it’s not what really happens. And it will never happen, believe me. Commitment takes a lot of sacrifice, patience and a lot of fights, arguments, yelling and all those stuff. And tears, of course.

Honestly, I admire those couples who made it through their silver anniversary. I don’t know how they made it. But I guess that’s how love works. That even though things get to be really difficult. And the person you choose to live with gets to be really annoying and hard to deal with it. Still they choose to stay. Why? That’s love. I’m always fascinated by its ability to change our lives.

We don’t only love a person because he is sweet, loving, caring and he gives us what we need. When we gave our “yes” to our man, it’s also synonymous to “I’ll love you still even if you’re not Superman and you cannot lift a thing which is ten times your weight, even if your breath stinks or even if he turned out to be the opposite of Mr. Perfect.”

I guess that’s something I can’t do. Or I’m in the process of learning how to do it. It’s hard. Really. I’m not even sure if I’ll be able to handle getting married someday. We’ll I won’t talk about it now. Let’s see what happens in the next years to come.

I guess that’s all for now. Goodnight. 11:34pm.